Did you know it's possible to be so happy and unbelievably sad at the same time? No? Me either, but you can. Tonight, my sister is being induced and soon I'll officially be a real live aunt! I can't wait to spoil him and love on him and kiss his cheeks! And at the same time, it hurts beyond belief that I can't have the same thing.
Ahh life, why do you have to be so difficult? Part of me foolishly keeps holding out that we'll win the lottery and I can afford to find a gestational surrogate. Granted that isn't a guarantee, but if you're rich you can just try it all over again, right? **Sigh**
Anyway, good things are happening. Sometimes it just takes a little work to get past the bumps in the road, or big, huge massive mountains in my case. lol